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Yeah.
You should totally join.
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  • Mood: Tired

R-Tard

Thu Jul 31, 2008, 9:37 PM
Stole it from :iconwatercolor-skys:

[1] First of all, what username(s) do you go by?
Alice_is_dead is the last one I actually use
But Playing_Parts is another one I could use.

[2] Do you role-play any original characters (name them) ?
Karen 'Needles' Joyce-My favorite
Lucy- a cute little girl with some issues
Dani & Clown-Brother and sister characters
Sophie & Lily Monroe- Two half vampires sisters
Evony Traite- My first character I've ever used for a RP

I have a lot more but they're like minor characters that I've used once or twice.

[3] Role-play any character's (not original)?
Ugh. I had to play Vincent Valentine and Sora from Kingdom Hearts one time.
Not only do I not like playing guy characters, but I hate playing other characters that aren't mine, I can never get the character right.

[4] Where do you tend to hang around?
I used to go on Vampirefreaks all the time but all the good cults have disappeared and no one is interested in it anymore.
I've tried looking for other places but I can't seem to find any.

[5] Everyone has a favorite RP buddy, who's yours?
When I first started there was a guy who went by Vortex. Then there was Frost but I lost touch with them

[6] Any other RP friends?
OH!
Kendra!
When Vampirefreaks was still interesting, she was awesome!
She always had the best characters and had the best sense of humor when it came to her characters f'ed up situations.

[7] Where do you most hate to RP?
Journals.
Wtf is that?
Plus it's mostly people pretending to be rich, famous people.
Boring.

[8] Which of your original characters are you most like?
I would say my rebel characters like Dani and Sophie

[9] Everyone tends to take a little bit of themselves and place it into their character, tell us what your character(s) inherited from you.

Karen Joyce- I put my sick sense of humor into action when it comes to Karen. And my sarcasm :]
Dani- She's rebelious and has a smart mouth.
Lily-Cool and collected but has one hell of a temper. Plus she bites ;D
Evony- She's very emotional and bit messed in the head haha.

[10] Now, name the same characters again and tell us who their BFF is!
Karen- Seraphim! Haha.
And Lady Rayne but they have a past between them
Lucy-Seraphim and her stuffed bunny Charlie
Dani-Only her brother Clown
Sophie & Lily- Only have each other
Evony- Vortex and Frost

[11] Any lovers?
Karen-Seraphim xD
She wishes. No, Karen doesn't like people at all really.
Lucy- She's only like...8?
Dani & Clown- None yet
Sophie- She's more interested in books than guys
Lily- She was forced to marry this full blooded vampire prince
Evony- Was married to Vortex and even had his child but it's been years since I've played her.

[12] What do you most hate about role-playing?
The cliche storyline and people who don't try hard enough to keep with the story.
I tend to have run-ins with people who just want to make it all about their character and it gets boring after a while.

[13] Now. Be a dear and tag people.
Whoever...I don't care :D

  • Mood: Tired
  • Watching: The Boondocks
  • Eating: Cupcakes
  • Drinking: Milk

I'm Gonna Make It Hard To Live

Thu Jun 26, 2008, 7:31 PM
WRITE EXACTLY WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND, AND DON'T CHANGE IT!

I'm tired of:
Feeling helpless

I am listening to:
Godsmack-Whatever

Maybe I should:
Suck it up and deal with it.

I Wish:
I could be there for my friends when they needed me.

Chocolate is:
my best friend and worst enemy

I have lost my respect for:
People in general.

I last ate:
Chicken strips, corn and cheesy biscuits.

The meaning of my display name is:
It's from a song by The Doors.
I don't know, it just seemed to hit me when I read it.

Someday:
I will be somebody.

I will always remember:
My friends

Today:
I took the bus with Em to the DMV in down town Stockton, waited forever for the bus, then was stuck in the DMV with tweaks and people who don't bathe. Got my Cali ID, then waited at the bus stop for another hour, came home, went to sleep, ate and now I am here.

Parties:
I'm never a part of them :[


QUESTIONS

Is your hair wet?
Noped, or at least it shouldn't be

Are you wearing chap stick?
Yes because my lips are sunburned D:

Are you tired?
Hell yeah.
I've been up since 6:30 and I had very little sleep last night
then all the running around I had to do today.

Are you wearing pajamas?
Noped

Are you mad?
Not at this moment

Are you sad?
A little bit

Last beverage?
Dr.Pepper

Last phone call?
To Paul

Last time you cried?
Last night :[

**HAVE YOU EVER**

Lost someone close?
Yes

List 2 favorite colors:
Black and White (together)


**THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:**

Made a new friend?
Yeah

Fallen out of love?
No

Laughed until you almost cried?
Oh yeah

Met someone who changed your life?
Yes

Have you found out who your true friends and best friends were?
HA. Oh yeah.
This whole trip back to Manteca proved that to me.

is there something you want to tell someone?
Yeah, but he doesn't seem to want to listen right now

What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
Other than surviving down town Stockton I would have to say seeing all the freaks and tweaks at the DMV and on the bus

What's your favorite number?
29

What is your current mood?
Worried and tired

Last people you hung out with?
Em and Erica.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Dark blue

Who's car were you in last?
Rachel's I think?

What color is your hair?
"Ruby Fusion"
So red.

If you could have one thing//person right now what//who would it be?
HA.
That I rather keep to myself


When is your birthday?
December 29

How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's all bleh right now but I don't care.
I'm not trying to impress anyone at this moment

What are you excited about?
Nothing really.
At least not at this moment

How is your life?
HOW IS YOUR LIFE?

Can you fill this out without lying ?
I'll try

Will your next kiss be a mistake ?
I hope not but with my track record I'm sure it will be

Where is your biological father right now ?
In Louisiana probably being a douchebag

Current relationship status ?
Single and coming to terms with it.

Does your head hurt ?
Not at this momebt

Do you like some one right now?
Yeah

Have you ever rented a hotel room ?
A few times with my mom

When was the last time you saw your grandfather ?
About a month ago

Look to your right, what is there ?
Em sitting on the floor with recipes

Have any piercings or tattoos ?
Labret and tattoo on my wrist
Hoping to get more.

Do you fight with your grandparents often ?
No I try to stay away from them.

Have you ever been in a car accident ?
Been hit by a car

Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace ?
Noped. I'm in Cali and they're in Louisiana.
So I think it's safe to say that I'm on my own

The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering you ?
Yes. Very much so.

Do you know anyone with a broken bone ?
A few

Have you ever hated someone but ended up being friends with them?
Oh yeah.
That's how I met a few of my good friends

What bed did you sleep in last night ?
The pile of Scooby Doo blankets on the floor.

Do you think the whole day would be better if you were drunk ?
Not today.
Maybe tomorrow or this weekend ;D

Has anyone ever saved your life ?
Sure.

Do you get what you want ?
Very rarely.

What are you looking forward to ?
Getting a frickin job
and making some money

Have you ever been to Hollywood?
I've been through it yeah but never really been in it.

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school ?
For the last two years of my High School life

Does a kiss make you feel better ?
Depends

Do you get mad when you're wrong ?
I think I get frustrated and embarrassed.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up ?
Text somebody

Does anyone call you babe ?
No.

Who did you ride in a car with last ?
Rachel, John, Em and Erica

What color shirt are you wearing ?
Dark Blue

Last thing you drank ?
Dr.Pepper

How was your weekend?
Boring and busy.

Where is your phone ?
In my pocket

What's the last thing you put in your mouth ?
Nothing?

Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew ?
Wtf no.

Where was your default picture taken ?
My house in Louisiana

Name someone who made you laugh today ?
Em. Because she's reading from this funny.

When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends ?
It's been awhile :[
I misses her.

How late did you stay up last night and why ?
12:30 because I was with Em and Erica

If you could move somewhere else, where would it be ?
Somewhere, where all my friends can live.
:D

Ever been kissed under fireworks ?
No

Which of your friends lives closest to you ?
Well Em and Erica...but that's because I live with them now
other than that I don't know.

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Meh.
It all depends

Do you prefer to call or text ?
Text because it costs less

What was the last thing someone bought for you ?
Uh, a flavored water

When is your birthday ?
Dec 29th

Who took your profile picture ?
I did

Who was the last person you took a picture of ?
This dude we were walking behind coming home from the bus stop.
He was cute :D

Was yesterday better than today ?
No.
Because we didn't really do anything.

Can you live a day without TV ?
We're pretty much living without it now.

What are you listening to ?
Em reading from her Survival Guide for college students

Are you mad about anything?
Noped

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it ?
Meh. I've been asking myself that lately

Last time you spent the night at someone's house ?
It's been a few weeks

Where do you wish you were right now ?
With some friends and maybe some drinks

What should you be doing right now ?
Something productive but I'm too f'in tired right now.

Are you a bad influence ?
Yes.
I believe I am :]

Night out or night in ?
Night out

Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person ?
I have no idea.
It all depends?

Will you have a valentine this year ?
Fuck no.

Last person you talked to on the phone ?
Mother:]

How's your heart ?
Still pumping.
So that's good for something right?

What was the highlight of your day today?
Finally getting my ID and being able to come home and sleep.

Did you fill out this survey without lying?
Pretty much

  • Mood: Tired

When You're Strange

Tue Jun 17, 2008, 2:53 PM
MORBID SURVEY

{1} Do you ever see garbage bags on the side of the highway and wonder if ..
there are body parts in there?
A few times because it makes it even funnier when you run over them ;D

{2} If you ever got the chance to practice cannibalism, would you?
Pft. If it came down to it and if like a nuclear holocaust happened and there was no food...then I don't think I would hesitate to eat someone.

{3} If forced to overdose on a drug, which one would you choose?
Probably some crazy drug that makes you see things.
So when I go to hell I'll know what it looks likes :]

{4} Shot or stabbed?
Shot.
Between the eyes if anything
Because anywhere else you'll just bleed to death

{5} asphyxiated or exsanguinated?
Whoa. That's crazy.
Probably asphyxiated because once I stop breathing that's it. I rather not watch all my blood drain out of me.

{6} drowned or buried alive?
Drowned. Because knowing that I'm underground in dirt with the worms and bugs would drive me crazy. Plus I don't want to choke on dirt, thanks very much.

{7} Killed by blunt-force trauma to the head or crushed to death?
Crushed. Just SPLAT.

{8} Poisoned or Overdosed?
Both are very ugly deaths.
I would say Overdosed because you're usually passed out when you choke on the vomit.
With poison your body slowly starts dying and going through horrible spams and the whole foaming at the mouth.
Ugh.
Not pretty :[

{9} Killed by a flesh-melting virus or by rats or ants slowly pecking at you?
Flesh-Melting Virus. I rather peel of my own skin then have incects or rodents do it to me. UGH.

{10} Out of all the above choices, which one do you like best?
Either being shot or crushed.

{11}Which is the worst way to die in your opinion?
I say watching everyone else die then you're left there alone
OR having someone making you watch as they torture you for days.

{12} Killed (by a person) intentionally, or by accident?
Accidents happen all the time, so if someone kills me it better be for a damned good reason.

{13} Killed by a serial killer (for pleasure) or a hitman (for profit)?
Hitman. Straight up. They do it quick and usually painless.

{14} Killed in a car crash or a plane crash?
Car Crash.
Fuck planes.

{15} Killed in your home or away from home?
Away from home but hopefully not in some forest or abandon building where they won't find my body for days.

{16} Killed in your sleep or while watching TV?
Sleep because I don't want to see it coming.

{17} Killed by someone who knew you, a stalker, or a complete stranger?
Someone who knew me because I know that they would do it right.

{18} What do you want done with your body when you die?
Burn it baby.
And do whatever with the ashes.
Or put them in the soil with a plant or flower so I'll grow forever!

{19} You're forced to have your funeral at a place OTHER than a church/synoguoge-where would you choose?
Someone's backyard.
I want my funeral to be a party.
A Dead Man's Party ;D

{20} What song/s would you want played at your funeral?
A few sad ones...then some you can dance to.

{21} What outfit would you like to be buried in?
Well it's gonna burn...so it doesn't matter.

{22} who do you want to give your eulogy?
Whoever has something to say about me
But be careful...I'll be listening ;D

{23} Any other specifics about your funeral you'd like to share?
I want someone to jump on top on the coffin and go "FUCK THAT BITCH"
Then do a little dance on it. Then cry. Then drink and party some more.

{24} Would you rather be forgotten about when you die, or remembered but hated?
Doesn't matter...I'm still gonna be haunting their asses.

{25] would you rather die alone, or die loved but leave a heartbroken mate behind?
I don't want to die alone but I think that's what will happen.
And I rather not leave anyone behind broken hearted but I'm sure they'll move on?

  • Mood: Tired

What You See

Thu Mar 27, 2008, 9:37 PM
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Insanity-Oingo Boingo
(Mwahaha)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Phenomena-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
(Yeah, baby ;D)

3.What do you like in a boy/girl?
Gulity Pleasure-Cobra Starship
(I think that speaks on its own)

4.How do you feel today?
Losing My Religion-Gregorian
(I don't have much to lose but if I did, today would be the day to lose it.)

5. What is your life's purpose?
Winnning Side-Oingo Boingo
("Where we have no fear, waiting for the sign where we will give our lives.")

6.What is your motto?
Come Together-Across The Universe Soundtrack
("One thing I can tell you is you got to be free.")<3

7.What do your friends think of you?
I'm So Bad-Oingo Boingo
(Yeah, I think that's about right.)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Misery Business-Paramore
(At least the title fits.)

9. What do you think about very often?
Nuclear Babies-Oingo Boingo
(DUDE. You know how cool those would be?!)

10. What is 2+2?
Way Out-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
(That could be pretty deep if you think about it.)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Death On Two Legs-Rooney (Queen cover)
(Ahahaha, oh yesh. ;D)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Beating Hearts Baby-Head Automatica
(Ahah, that's not funny :| )

13. What is your life story?
Kill All Your Friends-My Chemical Romance
(Yep, from California to Louisiana, I've left a trail of bodies and broken hearts.)

14. What do you want to be when your grow up?
Wanderer of Time-Risa Ohki
(EVIL NEVER DIES!)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Mysteries-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
(Haha, Oh, Karen-O<3)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Across the Universe- Across the Universe Soundtrack
(Hell, I'll dance to any Beatles songs)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
The Widow-The Mars Volta
("Let me die, Cause I'll never sleep alone."
Ouch ;[ )

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Indoor Fireworks-Cold War Kids
(XD)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Dead Man's Party-Oingo Boingo
(That's one I'm not ready to attend, yet.)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Controller-Oingo Boingo
(Yes, secretly I've very paranoid and I believe that faceless surgeons are after my imagination. >.>; DON'T JUDGE ME!)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Black Bird-Across The Universe
("Take these broken wings and learn to fly.
All your life, you were only waiting for this moment to arrive.")

22. What will you post this as?
What You See-Oingo Boingo
(Perfect :) )

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Oingo Boingo
  • Reading: No Country For Old Men
  • Watching: Home Movies

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