WRITE EXACTLY WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND, AND DON'T CHANGE IT!
I'm tired of:
Feeling helpless
I am listening to:
Godsmack-Whatever
Maybe I should:
Suck it up and deal with it.
I Wish:
I could be there for my friends when they needed me.
Chocolate is:
my best friend and worst enemy
I have lost my respect for:
People in general.
I last ate:
Chicken strips, corn and cheesy biscuits.
The meaning of my display name is:
It's from a song by The Doors.
I don't know, it just seemed to hit me when I read it.
Someday:
I will be somebody.
I will always remember:
My friends
Today:
I took the bus with Em to the DMV in down town Stockton, waited forever for the bus, then was stuck in the DMV with tweaks and people who don't bathe. Got my Cali ID, then waited at the bus stop for another hour, came home, went to sleep, ate and now I am here.
Parties:
I'm never a part of them :[
QUESTIONS
Is your hair wet?
Noped, or at least it shouldn't be
Are you wearing chap stick?
Yes because my lips are sunburned D:
Are you tired?
Hell yeah.
I've been up since 6:30 and I had very little sleep last night
then all the running around I had to do today.
Are you wearing pajamas?
Noped
Are you mad?
Not at this moment
Are you sad?
A little bit
Last beverage?
Dr.Pepper
Last phone call?
To Paul
Last time you cried?
Last night :[
**HAVE YOU EVER**
Lost someone close?
Yes
List 2 favorite colors:
Black and White (together)
**THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:**
Made a new friend?
Yeah
Fallen out of love?
No
Laughed until you almost cried?
Oh yeah
Met someone who changed your life?
Yes
Have you found out who your true friends and best friends were?
HA. Oh yeah.
This whole trip back to Manteca proved that to me.
is there something you want to tell someone?
Yeah, but he doesn't seem to want to listen right now
What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today?
Other than surviving down town Stockton I would have to say seeing all the freaks and tweaks at the DMV and on the bus
What's your favorite number?
29
What is your current mood?
Worried and tired
Last people you hung out with?
Em and Erica.
What color shirt are you wearing?
Dark blue
Who's car were you in last?
Rachel's I think?
What color is your hair?
"Ruby Fusion"
So red.
If you could have one thing//person right now what//who would it be?
HA.
That I rather keep to myself
When is your birthday?
December 29
How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's all bleh right now but I don't care.
I'm not trying to impress anyone at this moment
What are you excited about?
Nothing really.
At least not at this moment
How is your life?
HOW IS YOUR LIFE?
Can you fill this out without lying ?
I'll try
Will your next kiss be a mistake ?
I hope not but with my track record I'm sure it will be
Where is your biological father right now ?
In Louisiana probably being a douchebag
Current relationship status ?
Single and coming to terms with it.
Does your head hurt ?
Not at this momebt
Do you like some one right now?
Yeah
Have you ever rented a hotel room ?
A few times with my mom
When was the last time you saw your grandfather ?
About a month ago
Look to your right, what is there ?
Em sitting on the floor with recipes
Have any piercings or tattoos ?
Labret and tattoo on my wrist
Hoping to get more.
Do you fight with your grandparents often ?
No I try to stay away from them.
Have you ever been in a car accident ?
Been hit by a car
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace ?
Noped. I'm in Cali and they're in Louisiana.
So I think it's safe to say that I'm on my own
The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering you ?
Yes. Very much so.
Do you know anyone with a broken bone ?
A few
Have you ever hated someone but ended up being friends with them?
Oh yeah.
That's how I met a few of my good friends
What bed did you sleep in last night ?
The pile of Scooby Doo blankets on the floor.
Do you think the whole day would be better if you were drunk ?
Not today.
Maybe tomorrow or this weekend ;D
Has anyone ever saved your life ?
Sure.
Do you get what you want ?
Very rarely.
What are you looking forward to ?
Getting a frickin job
and making some money
Have you ever been to Hollywood?
I've been through it yeah but never really been in it.
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school ?
For the last two years of my High School life
Does a kiss make you feel better ?
Depends
Do you get mad when you're wrong ?
I think I get frustrated and embarrassed.
What was the first thing you did when you woke up ?
Text somebody
Does anyone call you babe ?
No.
Who did you ride in a car with last ?
Rachel, John, Em and Erica
What color shirt are you wearing ?
Dark Blue
Last thing you drank ?
Dr.Pepper
How was your weekend?
Boring and busy.
Where is your phone ?
In my pocket
What's the last thing you put in your mouth ?
Nothing?
Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew ?
Wtf no.
Where was your default picture taken ?
My house in Louisiana
Name someone who made you laugh today ?
Em. Because she's reading from this funny.
When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends ?
It's been awhile :[
I misses her.
How late did you stay up last night and why ?
12:30 because I was with Em and Erica
If you could move somewhere else, where would it be ?
Somewhere, where all my friends can live.

Ever been kissed under fireworks ?
No
Which of your friends lives closest to you ?
Well Em and Erica...but that's because I live with them now
other than that I don't know.
Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Meh.
It all depends
Do you prefer to call or text ?
Text because it costs less
What was the last thing someone bought for you ?
Uh, a flavored water
When is your birthday ?
Dec 29th
Who took your profile picture ?
I did
Who was the last person you took a picture of ?
This dude we were walking behind coming home from the bus stop.
He was cute

Was yesterday better than today ?
No.
Because we didn't really do anything.
Can you live a day without TV ?
We're pretty much living without it now.
What are you listening to ?
Em reading from her Survival Guide for college students
Are you mad about anything?
Noped
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it ?
Meh. I've been asking myself that lately
Last time you spent the night at someone's house ?
It's been a few weeks
Where do you wish you were right now ?
With some friends and maybe some drinks
What should you be doing right now ?
Something productive but I'm too f'in tired right now.
Are you a bad influence ?
Yes.
I believe I am :]
Night out or night in ?
Night out
Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person ?
I have no idea.
It all depends?
Will you have a valentine this year ?
Fuck no.
Last person you talked to on the phone ?
Mother:]
How's your heart ?
Still pumping.
So that's good for something right?
What was the highlight of your day today?
Finally getting my ID and being able to come home and sleep.
Did you fill out this survey without lying?
Pretty much